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Jan 13, 2025, 09:58 PM
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When all your thoughts are violent towards yourself and others and any color that's there is just tricking you because it's a poison like "oooh I'm a cute little toad, ooops, now you're vomiting until you die."
What the F is this world and WHY do I have to be a part of it? Why do I get shyt for wanting out? Is it because I haven't had an abortion and am "a good person?" Does a good person cause someone to kill herself? Does a good person get into physical fights with family members? Does a good person enable those family members to their deaths? Does a good person scream for no fking reason other than the monster can't fit inside? What do you do when being waterboarded sounds like a better option than waking up in the morning?
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Jan 13, 2025, 10:38 PM
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I feel like a monster too.but intent is a big thing the step between wanting/fantasizing to do something and actions are two different things. You are a good person. Despite the fighting and all the **** you've been through. You can not cause a suicide unless you were actively helping and even then I could argue. Enabling is misguided love.
I know waking up is hard. Fighting is hard, it's okay to drift a little and come back, rest and recharge but don't give in.
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Yesterday, 01:20 AM
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The Borg have it right: Resistance is futile.
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Yesterday, 03:34 PM
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How are you doing today?
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