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I hate all the food at her house. I know she's going to put so much pressure on me to join her for her shytty meals and maybe go out to eat or get take out or something idk, but I'm not ready for that.
I'm meal planning the whole week today/tomorrow and going grocery shopping just for the week as soon as I get there, I might even try to find a place to go camping for a night or two to get away from the house of horrors. I feel like I'll only be allowed to wear baggy sweats and hoodies too if I don't want constant judgment. She has a scale too (I do not, thank God), and I know I'm going to use it the second she's not around. It's going to be so stressful.
Possible trigger:
I'm planning my days so I'm there as little as possible, but that is the place I have to go for heat, laundry, showers, etc. so unless I want to pay to be somewhere else, that's my option.
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